twisted tales

yes i know there's something wrong with me.
posting so many times a day.
heck lahhhh.

raawr. i should just stop my rubbish and get back on my feet.
no point harping over what's over.
makes myself demoralised only.
no point atall.

zonals are coming. tuesday.
this time, no more silly mistakes.
no more senseless eyeing;
no more lousy flickless throws;
no more stupid judgment for fielding.
no more no more no more.
have to hit pitched ballls.
must touch it this time

rawr.
i am so irritable lately.
sorry. D:
i'm just insecure i guess.
hopelessly rubbishy.

i remember last year when i was still sec one.
i was terribly nervous during zonals which obviously didn't do me any good.

i feel stupid.
shall do edith's quiz cos i'm bored and broken. -.-

1. DO YOU WISH TO GET MARRIED?
haha i donchh know xD not yet lah.

2. WHAT DO YOU WANT THE MOST NOW?
to have 24 chromosomes so i'll be a superhuman with cells that divide 50 times faster than average humans. then i'll be super xD and the stupid wound on my leg will like heal instantly. :P

3. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU TRUST MOST?
GOD :D

4. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE?
uh. i wanted to be a lot of things last time xD
doctor lawyer and all that crap. ( i ever wanted to be an astronaut! xD)
but i think gynaecologists earn the best :D

5. IF YOU CAN HAVE A DREAM COME TRUE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
to be a super human xD

6. ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOURSELF?
maybe, maybe not :P i feel retarded most of the time xD

7. WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID TO LOSE NOW?
EYELASHES! XD (kidding ;) um. i've already lost it anyway.

8. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ETERNITY LOVE?
yeah. love never dies..people do.

9. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOUR HE/SHE HUGGED YOU?
haha hug the person back? depends who lorh. :)

10. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF?
hah that i can smartly say that there are more loserish people out there like kelly and sam and boon and joce AH WELL THE WHOLE BATCH LAH XD
haha kidding. :)

11. WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE DO YOU HATE?
hypocrites. or superficial people.
pissifying lah, but not to the extent of hatred.

12. WHAT FEELING DO YOU HATE THE MOST?
feeling stupid and dumb.
fear.or guilt.

13. DO YOU TRUST EVERY FRIENDSHIP OF YOURS?
haha friendship without trust isn't called friendship ((:

14. DO YOU TREASURE YOUR FAMILY?
YEPP! :D

15. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE?
to be happy! :D

16. WHAT DO YOU REGRET MOST IN YOUR LIFE NOW?
regret most? uhh. i don't know leh.

17. WHO DO YOU HOPE TO BE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU?
nice people not mentioning any names xD

18. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
not really. just bored. and tired.

19. WHO ARE THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE REALLY STOOD BY YOU WHEN YOU WERE REALLY AT THE WORST POINT IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR?
my parents :D

20. WHAT INSTRUMENT DO YOU LIKE THE MOST?
hmmn. piano lah. that's the only instrument i play haha




ZOMG MY PRINTEER IS NUTS AGAIN.
it' printing pink now.

it was orange last week -.-