MYAS are scary.
They can actually reduce one to the state of forgone nights, endless cups of milo (tummy fuel xD) and drive one to the point of becoming bald-eyed.
D:
You can just imagine the panic. The last minute revisions where time is never enough.
And on the day itself.
The horrified faces. Sighs and silent cursing of "Why hadn't I studied this?" What merriment there ever was in the classroom now dissipates into anxiety. Foreboding. And then the silent realisation of one's own doom.

The bell rings. It isn't even the end of the test yet.
Thirty-odd heads jerk up in a momentary frenzy.
Pens lash at the papers.
The draining of brain juices until one gets what you dread the most: a mental block.
Before you know it, your time is up.
Too bad.

That's MY personal exposition.
Next stop: the results part.

don't strain the brain, scrooge. (x

it's mind over matter.

don't lose your mind though (:

just to spice up MYA life ;)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=wskT6YfVB6E

seriously waiting for the day i can drink milo without getting a stomachache ><

21 April Monday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHH-MAN-DUHH LAWW! :DD
although you're being a totally spastic noww -.-

did PFT.
was totally struggling with sit and reach lah.
shuttle run is totally dangerous maanxzx.
sustained injuries from shuttle run:
broken toenails
blisters
grazes
bleeding toes like boon
broken limbs like joanna
haizz. D:
shuttle run D:

22 April Tuesday

Aesthetics hurr.
art is quite fun :D
and we had training!:)
Though my standards are still dropping like donno what >.< BUT ANW ZONALS ARE COMING WHOOOO :D
eh cat please don't transfer leh.
pleaseeeeee don't.

TODAY

CHEM SPA IS TOMORROW!

haha rachel tan looks like kim jung hoon.

or at least a bit.

:D



**
it's such a love-hate relationship

i'm being a weirdo posting 3 times a day xD
but i get random thoughts at random times HAHA.
blah anw.
i'm losing eyelashes! ;)
everytime i rub my eye a few lashes drop out D:
i'm becoming baldeyed O:

bleah my life is so unfulfilling.
everyday
eat mangoes
rub eyes drop more eyelashes
constipate again (IBS sucks D:)
tries to do hw but dno how to do
fool around until it's the wee hours of dawn
then weeee (ok this is getting crap xd)
and blah.
SLEEP.

ok i don't know why convos with edith always lead to someone ^^
convos with sam end up nowhere near logical xd
and convos with jocelyn end up random like pangsai
LALA
HAHA
TATA!

AHH.
this skin is plain and tagboard is fat.
but heck i like (:
but i doubt i'll keep it for long.
cos blogskinning is fun :p

anw. the gweat and tewwible (-.-) IBS has struck again.D:
nvm if you don't get it xd

TATA.

oh man i'm jealous.
that edith bought her phone at 18 bucks cos she renewed her contract.
LOLS ;)

yes i finished math ass :D
lit and english to go wheee (:

and B div pwns! ;D

***
i'm over-possessive.
so i guess it's time i let go, huh?

LALAS. YESTERDAY
Anw, ytd was a busy dayy! xD
went to vivo at 11 to do lit pt photoshoot, then met batchmates for step up 2:the streets :D
yaa kinda late hurr haha ;)
wtv. i looked like some weirdo who ponned sch lugging a bag of leaves lah! D:
then when i went up the bus everyone was like staring o.O
anw my maori costume was so LEAFY. ;)

then we finished lit pt around 1 plus, so i was like 1hour early.
and stoned at burger king until christine came lolx.
then we WADED! ;D haha and then tried to find the entrance to EZONE cos all the doors all locked lorh.
and we played time crisis, some weirdo FISH game donno what's that called and the AMBULANCE game.

"i don't want to dieee! "

haha. then me christine boon met joce and watched step up 2 :D
haiya the girl looks much nicer in the poster lol.
but wtv lah, still quite cool :D
YEPP. tt's all for ytd. (:

SHALL TALK BOUT TODAY NOW. :D

a lot of ppl came to school in pe shirt and cullottes lor, all kana booked.
sad lah, prefects on booking spree today lorh.
graaaah.
then left class to support seniors match, which, was postponed cos of the rain. D:
jiayou :D
ah. then not much except for my ice cream (durian! XD) and ohhhhh!
HONGLAOSHI'S damn amusing :D

she was like, " 学校有没有发给你们PMS吗" haha.
SOMETHING LIKE THAT LAH. wtv.
pms=pupil management system. according to someone. :D
cos the school sent some sms regarding monday being a holiday.

and oh yess. didn't take 5 items today.
according to mr ben we're taking with the basketballers o.O
oh maan, so paiseh =X

i feel random heeeeeeeex :D




toldcha i am was weird ;)

it never rains but it pours.

bleah today is a weird tripling day xD
a really weird day anw.
considering tt it was freaking SCORCHING in the afternoon and it's like raining now. -.-
blah, shall just start from today morning.

anw. we started our sinda thing. mandalow couldn't come cos she was still hot. ><
anw. there was me jiale and zhiru. and only one girl came.
i forgot her name dang. ANW THAT'S NOT THE PT.
the point is. i took 855 to northpoint. then took 811. then i asked the bus uncle whether i was going to
Nee Soon East CC. and he was like, CUO4BIAN1.

so i crossed the road and took bus 812 (i think) and then. that bus uncle also said CUO4BIAN1.
WTH LAH.
so i went decided to go all the way back to northpoint, then to yishun mrt.
and i finally asked the passenger service woman. who told me how to walk there.
SO FINALLY I REACHED. -.-

bleah.
and i haven't done geog or lit yet. D:
i have no inspiration luhhhhhhh. ><

anw i suddenly had a random thought of my dear baka seatmate xD
the one who responds to BAKA! and shiyong (btw her chi name is yongshi xD) LOL.
and doesn't even respond to elaine chan -.-!
baka aka pink monkey, my goal this year is to make you scream xD

I FEEL TERRIBLY RANDOM/EMO/HALF HAPPY.

aha.
i feel weird weird weird
bleah bleah bleah.
ohno ohno ohno

ah you poot. make me feel like WEIRD. xd i will not THINK about it hurrrmph.
poot poot poot.

OMYGAWSH LAH. sorry ppl if i'm like tripling all of you. ^^
bye.


i know i don't even deserve to be feeling like this.
i got what i deserved, you got what you wanted.
can we just put a stop to this, now?

i got back my piano results alrd. it's damn fast. and it sucked T.T
only one person knows. haiz.
my piano tr still wants to carry on w grde 8.
but then she said not many ppl pass on their first attempt D:
gosh. from today onwards i will practise 1h a day instead of 5 min a week -.-

and i realised that my tr is really really nice.
i didn't even realise that i've been w her for 8 years! not until she asked.
8 years. more than half my life.
i think i've been taking lots of people for granted.
and i think i'm going to miss her when i finish with piano D:
haiz.

anw. i'm dropping in everything.
even running i'm like so slow. ;X
and i don't know since when i lost my ball sense.
like, i just move away from the ball when i'm supposed to catch it.
bleah.
i've gotta improve before it gets even worse ><

but the interest fades, and the novelty of it all has ceased.
and the passion? i don't know where it is now.




anw. it's quite cool that stefanie (sp?) the softball one has the same bday as me (:
we have yuan2fen4 man! ROUND POO ;D
lolx. ora was today. but i din go bleah.
cos last yr wasn't really fun. not sure abt this yr lah. ;D

ps:/HERSHEY chocolates are on offer now i think :D
go buy. for me oso can =D

i'm hungry. D:
again bleah.
haha anyway today was 2.4km pft!
i improved abt 1 min yay :D
i was slow last yr lah.
anw. the point is. i'm still hungry.
i ate at kfc w eunice,cat,boon,mandalow aft 2.4 and a waffles and went hme and drank two fat bowls of bakuteh and dessert xd
and ytd i ate 6 meals. ALL WITH RICE ONE. =X
oh and basketball is fun!xD

i'm gna eat supper now bye.

when death becomes absurd and life absurder :\

omfg i don't dare to sleep cos i think i'll get nightmares if i do D:

either i have a weak mind or that bleedy thing is traumatising.

i watched the 殺手 mini movie [the uncensored one]. the one where they just show all the grosteque parts where he chops up her body and BLAH.
omgomgomg. i don't think my mind is that weak, is it?
the song is addictive though.

MAYBE IT'S JUST ME omg.
or maybe cos it's gna be 12 soon and i just received a freaky chain mail. and didn't forward it.
ps: chain mails scare me so i'll just pass it on :/

ahhh. shall cleanse my mind of psychotic images. :\

ANW.
we painted the field today.
then there was this discus girl who got pissed w us i guess cos we sort of disrupted her trg =X
ANW. BOON BOON THE BABOON the ditzy girl ( xD!) had this smart idea of looking at the sky and spinning spinninng spinning.
not just spinnning. it was whirling 10 rounds non stop till you collapse on the ground -.- but the feeling's GOOOD man lol! and i hit the ground where there was some piece of stupid rock sticking out and my back hurts ><
i'm so accident prone D:
ah wells.
i want zonals to come soon so sch wont be so boring D:
coming to sch fearing pits ain't helping lahs.
I shall not get booked from now on.
aha.


:D

at least i feel less psychotic now ;]

BOOOOM

RICHARD IS BOOOOOM DYNAMITE ;D

hahax ytd.
had trg and then the lit test.
and got booked aft that cos i din wear my name tag D:
i don wanna go dc shiatt. ><

anw. sports fest was great!
cheerleading was fantastic :D and law was so cool lah :D
and yihong looked so different ;D
wtv RICHARD JUST ROCKS LAH :D

then booncat and i went to sit arnd and talk.
and cat n i din feel like gg hme so early.
and i reached hme at 9?
AHH I'M SO SCREWED FOR 2.4 LAH.
DDD:

shall just rot till wed :P

YAY MY MAC IS ALIVE.
both my coms crashed like two days ago. ON THE SAME DAY. D:
and on the same day my phone died on me. ><
haiz. anw april fools' was damn funny! with mr toh trying to play a joke on our class haha.
anw the details are on edith's blog. heeheex.

2.4 is next wed!! =X and i haven't been running for almost 2 weeks+!
the last time i ran was during trg and i was exhausted after running so little D:
and i got muscle aches after our (edith and i) staircase marathon on tuesday ><

oh, and today we went to crescent to watch seniors match. and watched half inning cos it started raining -.-
but anw we won :D
then the going home part. me, boon, alanna, eunice and shi hui (aka downs xD) were like trying to squeeze under my umbrella and we ALL got drenched -.- lol. and went to amk hub. but the durian pancake queue was so long!
so decided not to eat. BUT I WAS DAMN HUNGRY AND ATE OTHER STUFFS. AS USUAL. =X haha.
and eunice and i were running after the 265 bus and we were screaming and stuff. cos we stepped into donno how many puddles and splashed water all over ourselves -.- and i obviously embarrassed myself lah. screamed so loud =X hahaha. AND WE LEFT BUTTPRINTS ON THE BUS TOO ;D

ANW, SPORTS FEST IS TMRW!! AND RICHARDSON IS LEADING SO FAR. :DD
and, law's cheerleading tmrw haha. jy laww! xD
AND, THERE'S HOUSE DINNER AFTER SPORTS FEST.
:DDDDD