Nothing lasts forever.

2008-06-05T03:16:00.001+01:00

haha i'm being freaking weird scuttling between two blogs ;D

ahh fine i'm over the angsty stage haha

so i'm back at the other blog :D

hehe.

http://one-way-road.blogspot.com

yayness.

2008-06-03T16:11:00.001+01:00

aye, forget it man. i'm back here again.

the other blog is locked lah.

don't relink me, that is.

2008-05-30T07:06:00.001+01:00

MOVED!

HTTP://ONE-WAY-ROAD.BLOGSPOT.COM

:D

2008-05-28T06:02:00.003+01:00

AHHH IT'S RAINING DAMN HEAVILY HERE.
THUNDERSTORMS.FREAK.ME.OUT. ><

and so, i'm here with earplugs (joce's smart idea :D )

hehe. i hate thunder. oh man.

and i koped this quiz from my mortal (marissa's) blog! :)

1.Three days from now will you have sex?

noooooooo. and why three days? -.-

2. What color are your eyes?

black :D wait i go see :) I THINK IT'S DARK BROWN xD

3. What does your second text say?

boon- hoi so are you coming? xD

4. How do you think your latest ex feels about you?

hehe, i have an ex?

5. Do you like what you see in the mirror?

oh yeah. sometimes not though.

6. What are you listening to right now?

THUNDER D:

7. What's one word to describe you?

haha.

8. What are your plans for this weekend?

try to do work. x) [i'm not sure if it'll work lah! ]

9. What makes you laugh?

obviously laughable things lah. xD

10. How is your room looking?

it has pink walls -.-

11. Get asked anything ridiculous lately?

like this question?

12. What are you doing tomorrow?

training. batch hideout under the escalator. sleep. binge. xD

13. What's your im screen name?

i like it like that.

14. What are you wearing right now?

ooh, nothing. i'm sure lah -.- CLOTHES LUH DOOD!

15. What are you most looking forward today?

the rain to stop. i hate thunderstorms.

16. How is your hair?

hehe, ok lah :D

17. As of today, do you like anyone?

maybe.

18. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 7 hours?

nopes.

19. Have you ever been awake for 48hours?

omg no, i love to sleep :D

20. Do you stay friends with your exes?

i suppose i could. not. idk lah. ;)

21. Do you like your first name?

Emily? ok lah.

22. Do you like to cuddle?

my cat? oh yeahh i LOVE cuddling my cat :D

23. What are your initals?

EKJL. silly law calls it JKL. her ABCs got prob ;D

24. Baseball or football?

SOFTBALL :D which means baseball luhhh :)

25. Married?

neh.

26. Favorite kind of blanket?

i don't remember actually using a blanket without kicking if off halfway in my sleep -.- ps: i kick things when i sleep xD

27. What's your biggest fear?

loneliness. when i feel helpless and there's no one i can turn to for support.

28. How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries?

<3

29. What kind of soap do you use?

ginvera (:

30. Europe or the Caribbean?

Europe

31. How do you feel about racism?

hurhur.

32. Who is the sexiest person alive?

Me xD neh kidding. idk.

33. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or AIM?

joce the charsiLANG xD

34. Name a song that reminds you of old memories?

glamorous. cos of last year's drama night.
and BUTTONS! hurhur :D

35. Do you like the color gray?

yeah, nice colour esp for shirts :D but i don't like black shirts ;D

36. Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about?

Yeah, Myself. [from ego marissa xD ]

37. Look outside, how's the weather?

It's raining, and it sucks.

38. Are you jealous of anyone right now?

fine, perhaps ;D

39. Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came to find out they really did?

Yah.

40. Last time you ate grilled cheese?

idk but i shared cheese curry chicken w christine ytd :D

41. Name something great that happened today.

i'm alive.

42. Do you regret doing something today?

No. not as yet.

43. When you think of the rainbow,what pops into your mind?

my POT OF GOLD =D
where troubles melt like lemondrops ;)

wahaha i love my nails <333

ps:/ ice cream is fun! ;D

2008-05-27T13:20:00.004+01:00

today. yet another emotional rollercoaster ride.

had training today in the morning and CONGZZZ man, the bus system in sg is screwed.
waited for half an hour okay!

hurhur, and since coach took my glove to repair, i skipped gorilla and other stuffs.
rawr, i love my glove so much mann! xD

HURHUR SOUNDS SO SINISTER RIGHT :P

and fence batting with ninja kelly!
i tell you, she's the ultimate spas lah.xD
*TWOINNGGG*

heh. then the batch talk in the canteen.
huzzah.
oh maanxz i'll try to have more initiative then (:
hehe it's not like i'm not trying cos i am! aga.
anwanw, i hope you aren't angry w me ><

and batch went to fareast again (our usual hideout xD)
bumped into her.

~~i'm really worried for you yknow.~~
stop getting into all these trouble.
i'm really afraid what will happen to you
afterall we've known each other for quite some time and though i highly doubt you'll see this in the near future;
stop it really. im scared.
cos it's making me worried. sad. whatever. i can't describe it.

yeah.
and then i got pissy cos i suddenly felt chao dirty and wanted to go home to bathe -.-
yes i am subject to sudden mood swings, natalie is right x)
i am extreme.
i can be awfully high and noisy till and then suddenly go into a deep contemplative moody mode.
heh.
oh man i am weird. ;)

hehe and so the bimbs went shopping! x)
but i can't, cos i'm broke D:
oh man oh man.
heh, like my earlier post: when i'm fully grown and not that short and quite rich, i'll go shopping and starbucking everyday man.
HURHUR i like SINISTER ;D

ohmygawsh i have been so incoherent heehee.

DIGADANGDONGGG.

and congz, i really am so worried about you.

2008-05-26T15:14:00.002+01:00

i am going to address two parties here; parties in the political sense.

firstly.
everybuddy just relax lah huh.
after all it's the hols and no point stressing over such trivial things.
cos it just depends on how you look at it
just find the golden mean in life (haha)
there's so much more things in life.
like the sichuan earthquake.
i doubt any of them even want to or have the chance to bitch around.
yeah. :)
i'm not going to comment or say anything here.
but i guess you know what i mean (:

and i'll always be there, just to let you know :)

secondly. (diff persons horh)
you ah.
yes you. youu. i know you are seeing this.
focus hor.
rawr i'm such a naggy person.
focus.
now.
(:

haha i'm actually advising people man ;)
hurhur :D

ok now everyone, listen to parrot by KJH :D
heh it calms troubled spirits :)
or just go sleep.
best way of escapism =D

GO EVERYONE :D

2008-05-26T07:44:00.000+01:00

WAH SEH ULTRAFATANDFURRY9KG CAT HAS VERY SMARTLY HOGGED MY WHOLE BED NOW

;D

2008-05-26T06:35:00.000+01:00

haha this is why my cat and i are the best sleeping partners ;) *cough*

just yesterday, i rolled over in my sleep and woke up to find my cat squished under me :\
(don't pity him yet, look what he does to me)

today, according to my mum, i was sleeping back to back with my ultrafatandfurry9kg cat [ i think you know why the absence of punctuation]

[tabby leans on me]
... ... ...

[leans more]
.....

[and i still slept on]
.....

and my body actually jerked okay
ultrafatandfurry9kg cat is too fat for his own good. and too smart ;D

rah not my fault that i'm a heavy sleeper and still remain asleep after turning 180 degrees ;)
hurhurrr.

2008-05-25T11:44:00.000+01:00

HAHAHA I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING ;)

HERE'S A CONVO BETWEEN ME AND SAM WHILE CARRYING FENCES TO THE RED WALKWAY IN RG.

[sam carries the fence until it somehow squashes me]

me: oie you crush my poonani (peunani, however you spell it xD)
sam: no lah i don't crush it, i just love it

AHA, too bad to those who don't know wat's poonani. :D

HAH i bet sam's ego is damn big now cos her name appeared in my 50th post ;D

MARMALADEEEEEEEEEEE

2008-05-25T11:08:00.000+01:00

haha, 5 days since i posted ;D

WHAT TIME IS IT?
SCHOOL'S OUT, IT'S SUMMERTIME! ;D

yes. whatever ;)

Yeah i missed Hillsongs concert.
But whatever, youth outreach mass was fun too! :D as in, not the mass part, just the after-that part x)

today went swimmin/ gyming with boon.
darn tired now.
stupid lah, doing softball happies in the pool -.- hahahaa

baza, one day when i'm fully grown and normal sized and rich, i'd shop like siao and drink starbucks everyday ;D
ok materialistic me. SHOOOO.

gaza, maybe it's just me that's weird but heck.
i cannot stand fake smiles.
if i give a fake smile then you can be pretty sure i'm quite annoyed with you.
but wtv. you can be cold to me or whatever, just don't ever give me a superficial grin or anything.

hehe. NO i'm not angry, just saying what i think :)
haha i think the only reason why i can actually get on with life is cos i forget things very easily.
i'd be really pissed with something, show it, blow it. and then i'd just forget it.
heh.
oh man this is so reflective. HEHEHE.

I PWN AT TIC A TAC POKER ;D

2008-05-21T07:06:00.000+01:00

WE ROCKED TODAY MAN, 33-4

whoohooooo that's the way aha-aha ;D

we had so many homeruns and hotboxes!
everybuddy was whacking it out and stuff! ;D except me but nvm xD
and hotbox! there were 2 :)
the one between 3rd and home got out =D
budden the hotbox between 2nd and 3rd me and christine kana blocked by that tall person D:
gah nvm i'll do the fake throw thingy next time when there's a hotbox! :D

omg hotbox is so fun [haha this is softball gibberish]

and i finally learnt how to tag. properly.
haha so shiok to tag ppl out lah ;D

rawr the stc catcher practically SITS on the whole homeplate
gah now i have a new abrasion to my collection -.-
heehee

I LOVE THE WORD OMINOUS.
such a lovely ring to it right!

kelly is an ominous spastic little kid. =D
whoo.

2008-05-20T07:42:00.000+01:00

koped from wanshuen's blog :)

ARE YOU:
1. Perfect: no lah.
2. Tall: shuddup man. xD
3. In your pajamas: haha i think only sam knows abt my pjs ;)
4. Left handed: Nah

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: grah. uhhhh. i think cat? on sat.
2. Talked to on the phone: uh. mummy?
3. Person to text you: my phone is zonked out, dood. but i think it's boon before it died x)
4. Was today better than yesterday: yeah. much better :D

FAVORITE:
1. Number: used to be 7. but it's 20 now :D
2. Color: orange/pink/purple ;D
3. Food: jap/korean food! and ANYTHING THAT'S SPICY :D
4. Place: home lah :) bed and stuff.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? - i don't rmb ;X
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?- teeny weenie lil thing but heck. (:
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?- ecks it was quite long since i watched anything in the cinemas. like a month plus ald.
Q: Where is the last place you went?- i went downstairs -.- i'm sick and stuck at home lah.
Q. Do you smile a lot?- i think i laugh more. xD
Q: Do you wish upon stars?- no. i never did xD
Q: Are you a friendly person?- depends on your point of reference xD
Q: Where did you sleep last night?- inmy room on my bed.
Q: Why did you sleep there?- cos i'm practically on the bed the whole day anyway.
Q: When was the last time you cried?- Very recently. very.
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?- "oh man so shiok" xD
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad ten being great?- 8.
Q: What do you hear right now?- the aircon. my breathing due to my totally cool nose haha
Q: Does anything hurt right now?- yes. my head. and the cut on my leg =X
Q: What's your favorite month?- December!! ::D
Q:Are you missing someone right now?- i think i am.
Q:Are you tired?- leetle bit.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Drank bubbles?-haha saliva bubbles? eww gross.
Lost glasses/contacts?- nope. but i wore my glasses upside down before -.- they're straight cut mah.
Ran away from home?-Never.
Broken someone's heart?-Yeah
Been arrested?-Never.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Do you like someone?- te mae te mae.
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?- quite i guess. (: but there's so much to improve one and stuff..

rawr one pt after another. great.

2008-05-20T06:27:00.000+01:00

zomg.
i'm bleedy confused maanxz.
like talking to almost 20ppl on msn.
batch msn, class msn. plus plus other random ppz.

ok i'm zonked. :\
aga, i'm missing class partaye tmrw ( i think?)
cos got match. huzzah.
IT'S AMANDA LOW'S BDAY TMRW! :D
haha yet another [charming] may baby ;)
haha may babies are quite charming ;D

gaza mass msn makes me go totally incoherent lalalaaa
oh man i wanted to blog abt smethg and i forgot.
dang.

ohyeah.
i won't shed any more tears. yeah.

all the tears, gna make them worthwhile tmrw.

oo yeah yippeeyippee yeah.
gaza i feel like slapping myself now : P

lubbadubba lubbadubba ;D

miss Anne O'Rexic + mr Bill Emia = <3

I'M MR BOMBASTIC ;D

2008-05-19T08:36:00.000+01:00

haha we are having batch conference on msn everynight lah :D
so fun xD I love batch oo yeah ;)

and yay i am recovering =D except i keep smelling curry chicken and my nose is still clogged XD
and i have a 3 second reaction now :P

asldfkajsldfkjasldfkajsdlfkj :D

i like the regularity of this word man ;D

"and that's the way AHA-AHA" hahaha! :D

---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet Someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balanceYour personality.

-----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. HonestAnd loyal. Determined to reach goals. LovesFreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsBut rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someoneNew and realize that you are a perfect match.

--------------MARCH BABY --------------------

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and Reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generousAnd sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up Feelings. Observant and assesses others.If youRepost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet yourNew love in 8 days.

------------------APRIL BABY -------------------

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and Sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. DoesWork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good Memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look For information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or Make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself andOthers. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and Traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you Repost this in 5 mins, a Cutie that's caught your eyeWill introduce themselves and you will realize thatYou are very much alike in the next 2 day s.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and Highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to Dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good Imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. LovesLiterature and the arts. Loves traveling. DislikeBeing at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the Next 5 minutes, you will become close to someoneYou do not speak to much in the next 4 days

------------JUNE BABY -------------

You've got the best personality and are an Absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make New friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirtAnd more than likely have an a very attractivePartner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likelyThat you have a massive record collection. You Have a great choice in films, and may one day Become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,You've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days youWill meet someone that may possibly becomeOne of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

----------------JULY BABY --------------

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to Be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. EasilyConsoled. Honest. Concerned about people's Feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. SensitiveAnd forms impressions carefully. Caring and Loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense ofSympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges peopleThrough observations. Hardworking. No difficulties In studying. Loves to be with friends Always broodsAbout the past an d the old friends. Waits for Friends. Ne ver looks for friends. Not aggressiveUnless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtBut takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------

outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'everything's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'.longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld orrestricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious.independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivatesoneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------

Loves to chat.. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angryoften. Treats friends importantly. Brave andfearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt butrecovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest ANDsexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you willnot meet the love of your life for 10 years.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towardsyour inner and outer beauty and independentpersonality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, thegreatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
Dec
---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitivein everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced bykindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots ofideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someonealways on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly . Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music.

LUBBA DUBBA LUBBA DUBBA ;D

2008-05-18T22:30:00.000+01:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WANSHUEN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALANNA! =D
i hope you got my sms cos my phone conked out D:

gah there are soo many may babies. xD

and i'm sick again. -.-
i'm like sweating cold sweat. thank goodness i was sick on fri night so i think i can recover by tues for the game :)
and sorry boon i can't go for the swimming ):

rawr i skipped sinda again today. totally forgot abt it ;X
i tell you. i cannot stand them. not all lah. most.
i mean they claim they're not booking machines but pls lah.
you don't go throwing your weight around just because of your status right??
it's not like it's really bookable. it's not. if it were i wouldn't be so pissed.
i hope ms p responds man.
goshh. i can't stand your smirk.

rawr.
i am such a complain queen. but i hate my nose and my throat itches.
so does the wounds on my leg.
i think if i play stc match on tues i'll most prob screw it up too. D:
stc beat cgs.
rgs beat cgs too.
oh wells.
I HATE MY NOSE LAHH

2008-05-15T14:34:00.000+01:00

today.was.an.emotional.roller.coaster.ride.

started off today with math lesson. where mrs choo was saying she expected me to get higher for myas cos i supposedly learnt fast. i was alr on the verge of crying though i obviously did not.

then suddenly after lunch edith was being hyper with the MOOSE song and i joined in -.-
we are damn lame, nvm xD i can't believe i actually joined in lahh
and then we started playing some lameoo skipping rope and limbo! with amandalow's judo belt haha then went down to play squash with sulin law rach kuan.
damn fun :D sulin is pro lah she is ambidextrous

then rushed up to get stuff for peicai match.
by the time i reached peicai i was alr quite exhausted cos i only slept 2+ hours cos of chionging pt and playing squash kinda drains energy.
bleah.
first inning i was really dreammy and stuff. messed up a lot of things. tried to bunt when coach signalled me to but it came out as a half swing D:

thanks batchmates :D
and liyong (haha i used to think your name was leong last time xD)
and we had LEGAL GATHERING #3 under fareast escalator
i tell ya kelly and christine are biantais lahhh
MAMA POKO PANTS! ;D
haha you guys are the ultimate

ps:boon thanks for everything i love you loads :D for staying up online w me on msn during our chionging-pt days <3 and we must go swimming soon k sexyum!
wanshuen my geog mate ;) i am ALWAYS seeing you when i do geog lah. haha thanks for staying up w me :)
sam thankewww for geogging w me haha turns out i was the slowest in geog hurr? XD anw thanks for everything seriously. =D

i don't get what's with the keeping track of scores lah.
seriously it's like adding to our stress lah. oh wells.
i tell ya i was damn amused with watching the flies hovering around the BIN lah ^^
and my lovelayye not-so-silent killers ;D
i hope it's poisonous xD heehee

i want srcs back! where there was not so much stress and stuff and everyone was just enjoying the game and stuff. anw i know ccube can do it and we will.
LIKE MY PSYCHING-SELF THEORY : P
GO CCUBE! =D

ps: i love you :D

2008-05-13T14:37:00.000+01:00

omgggggggg zonaaalllllllls.

haha started off today with a free block so me edith and law went to play basketball where i kana caught by Mrs J in slippers. who banned me from basketball. ><
today's match(not in order maan i have a warped memory)
-christine's cool matrix in the batter's box! xD
-alanna's supposed 'think it is cool stop at 3rd base ;) haha joce was like: 'i bet she's thinking she's cool' haha funnaye xd
- boon was so nervous at the start lahh. JY lah :D
-the cryies
-and other things that i couldn't remember my memory needs brushing up><

KELLY YOUR PITCHING TODAY PWNED LAH ;D
love to see the funnaye batters still gonggong-ing-ly standing there after the 3rd strike haha x)
oh nos i'm so mean i bet i was like that last year ;D

anw alanna hope ur face is ok stilll as pretty as ever XDXD
and nat hope your hand's okay :)
nico you are a good first baser lah just don't stress.:)
christine the fockerizer you've always been pro anyway xD
joce nice catching you froggie
eunice best player today worh
boon you are good just don't worry
marmalade have faith in yourself <3

thanks juniors for cheering and seniors for coming down to support :) i know i've had lots of ap last year and stuff any my shitty attitude and i'm sorry D

2008-05-12T12:44:00.000+01:00

i am being ultra distracted from my geog pt ;D

ZONALS ARE TOMMORROWWWWWWWW!!!!!!

i will not lose confidence i will not lose confidence ::D

hey marmalade you must have faith in yourself =D
you are pro lah ok so stop demoralising yourself (:

like how you encouraged me that time :)
you belong there. you can do it.
SO STOP FRETTING AND JY! =D

yes i know you are honoured.
you spastic marmalade.
COOCHIE COOCHIE YA YA DA DA
MOOKA CHOOKA LATTA DADA
haha :D

yes emily can do it emily shall do it emily can do it
haha trying to psyche myself ;)
I THINK PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN SELF DELUSION ARE PRO AND HAVE STRONG WILL POWER :P
yesh we shall all live in [positive] self delusion and be pro tmrw! :D
yayyyy.

the ball WILL be in my sweet spot tmrw :D
my glove will attract the ball like a magnet! :D
and my throws will be the speed of JUGS! ;D

heehee. psyching oneself is good.
gives you confidence booster/

YAY.
i love korean food =D

th-th-that that don't kill me
can only make me stronger
work it, make it, do it
makes us harder better faster STRONGER

WHOOOO.

2008-05-12T08:52:00.000+01:00

I'M TURNING ~~MENTAL~~ MANTLE.

who hasn't anyway, from geog pt? D:
blah. I'M SICK OF GEOG AND ALL PLATES SLIDING HERE AND THERE ><

THIS IS A STUPID POST, BLAH.

rawr sexyum we totally forgot about the swimming lahhhh ><

HAH I STILL PWN AT TIC-A-TAC POKER. XD
SEXYASS PWNS ;D

because He lives, I can face tomorrow.

2008-05-11T10:09:00.000+01:00

i was supposed to be sad.
but not anymore! :D
not after playing rounds of pool and tic-a-tac poker on msn ;D
with christine and sexyum ;)
i'm da sexyass x)

and i've worked things out finally :)
feel like i've grown overnight mann xD not physically lah. mentally ;)

it's mother's day today! :D
and feast day cum mother's day was celebrated at church today.
i ate like siao lah.
at from EVERY booth and there was swensons ice cream :D
if only they had starbucks or smethg. I WANT MY STARBUCKS NOW =D
that DULCE donno what donno wat FRAPPUCINO xD
haha i have no idea how i can order without even knowing how to pronounce it ;D

i watched doom ytd.
i want to have 24 chromosomes!
cos an average human has 23 and if i have 24 chromosomes, i'd be a SUPERhuman! xD
which means my cells would divide 50 times faster than an average human which would mean i'd be super smart super fast super wtv. xD and my wound on my leg would heal fast fast fast.
I WANNA BE A SUPERHUMAN MAANXZ.
OK too cheem for you :P

laadeeedums ;)
i want my dulce -------- frappucino now! =D

twisted tales

2008-05-10T17:13:00.000+01:00

yes i know there's something wrong with me.
posting so many times a day.
heck lahhhh.

raawr. i should just stop my rubbish and get back on my feet.
no point harping over what's over.
makes myself demoralised only.
no point atall.

zonals are coming. tuesday.
this time, no more silly mistakes.
no more senseless eyeing;
no more lousy flickless throws;
no more stupid judgment for fielding.
no more no more no more.
have to hit pitched ballls.
must touch it this time

rawr.
i am so irritable lately.
sorry. D:
i'm just insecure i guess.
hopelessly rubbishy.

i remember last year when i was still sec one.
i was terribly nervous during zonals which obviously didn't do me any good.

i feel stupid.
shall do edith's quiz cos i'm bored and broken. -.-

1. DO YOU WISH TO GET MARRIED?
haha i donchh know xD not yet lah.

2. WHAT DO YOU WANT THE MOST NOW?
to have 24 chromosomes so i'll be a superhuman with cells that divide 50 times faster than average humans. then i'll be super xD and the stupid wound on my leg will like heal instantly. :P

3. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU TRUST MOST?
GOD :D

4. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE?
uh. i wanted to be a lot of things last time xD
doctor lawyer and all that crap. ( i ever wanted to be an astronaut! xD)
but i think gynaecologists earn the best :D

5. IF YOU CAN HAVE A DREAM COME TRUE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
to be a super human xD

6. ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOURSELF?
maybe, maybe not :P i feel retarded most of the time xD

7. WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID TO LOSE NOW?
EYELASHES! XD (kidding ;) um. i've already lost it anyway.

8. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ETERNITY LOVE?
yeah. love never dies..people do.

9. WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOUR HE/SHE HUGGED YOU?
haha hug the person back? depends who lorh. :)

10. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF?
hah that i can smartly say that there are more loserish people out there like kelly and sam and boon and joce AH WELL THE WHOLE BATCH LAH XD
haha kidding. :)

11. WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE DO YOU HATE?
hypocrites. or superficial people.
pissifying lah, but not to the extent of hatred.

12. WHAT FEELING DO YOU HATE THE MOST?
feeling stupid and dumb.
fear.or guilt.

13. DO YOU TRUST EVERY FRIENDSHIP OF YOURS?
haha friendship without trust isn't called friendship ((:

14. DO YOU TREASURE YOUR FAMILY?
YEPP! :D

15. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE?
to be happy! :D

16. WHAT DO YOU REGRET MOST IN YOUR LIFE NOW?
regret most? uhh. i don't know leh.

17. WHO DO YOU HOPE TO BE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU?
nice people not mentioning any names xD

18. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
not really. just bored. and tired.

19. WHO ARE THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE REALLY STOOD BY YOU WHEN YOU WERE REALLY AT THE WORST POINT IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR?
my parents :D

20. WHAT INSTRUMENT DO YOU LIKE THE MOST?
hmmn. piano lah. that's the only instrument i play haha

ZOMG MY PRINTEER IS NUTS AGAIN.
it' printing pink now.

it was orange last week -.-

2008-05-10T17:05:00.000+01:00

i seriously don't know what to do with you.
i don't know what to say when you're here.
the feeling is horrible, you know it too.
i think i'll just stop talking altogether.
i thought we were so close.
and of course, i was wrong.
stupidd.
stupid.
i doubt this chasm will ever close cos i don't know who you are now.
or who i am.
wth.
go away go away go away.
come back.

come away.

i want it like it was last time.

2008-05-10T14:29:00.000+01:00

wth, where where you, when i really needed you?

it's all fake, right?

i don't care anymore.
do what you want. go away.

2008-05-09T04:27:00.000+01:00

zonals are coming :D
but i'm dropping instead of improving
and i can't bat. keep swinging at the same spot. i only can hit well if the ball's at my sweet spot.
but i can't expect the pitched balls to always be at my sweet spot right? BLEAH.

and i am stupidly addicted to cashew nuts, eggs, and coffee. haha
~~like an old man.~~ xD

haha yesterday went to kelly's housee :D
four pools lah omg with a playground pool =D
ahhh i wanna go swimminnngg :D:D

and after trg was retarded.
the stupid canteen phone rang and i was next to it.
and then suddenly it stopped.
eunice was trying to scare me with the one missed call luuuhh! (note the emphasis on the trying ;]
then we wanted to walk into the eerie estate opposite rgs.
then halfway, we all ran out screaming! ;] HAHAHA.

At the mrt station, we started talking about scary movies lol.
like chucky/ the exorcist =X etc etc.
we actually planned to watch hansel and gretel but don't have today boo.
rawrrrrrrrr.

graahh. clowns are freaky.
i never liked clowns to start with.
i remember i cried when i saw a clown for the first time in sentosa. like long long ago.
i cried really loud ><>

and speaking of crying.
my mum told me i was the loudest baby ever o.O
cried the loudest. screamed the loudest. laughed the loudest.
-.-
okayye..

at least i don't do that anymore ;D

rawr. i should go and bathe now.
TATA :D

2008-05-07T15:49:00.000+01:00

TODAY IS A SUPERRRRRRRRR DAY LAH.
SUPER IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT XD

myass are over! :D
[random insert: my ass is over too D: from falling so many times today xD]

ok back to the pointttttt.
THE FREAKY MYAASS THAT MADE ME BALD= OVERRR!
happy happy happy. I FEEL ULTIMATELY GAY TODAY! (happy context)
and i like gay singers :) for now.

& CCUBE TOTALLY ROCKKKKKS.
[random insert 2: rocks way better than geog. heehee]

OH MAN I SERIOUSLY HAVE TO STOP HIGHING LAHHHH. :D:D:D

okk. straight to the point.
WE WENT TO KALLANGGGG LEISURE PARK!! me and boon were like screaming away when we saw starbucks lol
and we went ICESKATING!
i totally suck at it but who cares! XD
& i got so many injuries but HECK MAN. :D worth it lahhhh hahaa :)
at first i was clinging on to the wall for my dear life okayye xd
and then i got a bit more gutsyyy and skated a few rounds slowly without holding on.
AND THEN. I GOT EVEN MORE GUTSY AND SKATED FASTER.....
[random insert 3: there went my poor ass. ><]

ok nvm. i'm making myself sound totally spastic xD
and ohoh! we were all skating in one line ( there were 8 of us mind you )
when the rules said NOT MORE THAN 2 PPL HOLDING HANDS! haha. kana shouted at lorh lol.

sorry christine i made you fall ><>
we belong the the KU KLUTZ KLAN maanxz.
i fell thrice and the last fall was the best lahh!
i fell on the ground and spun! like a bottle! XD
prooooo much? ; P

shared a bun set w nico at kou fu :) and the coffee set off major tummy discomfort which was resolved by spastic boon and kelly who went around the shops shouting MERRY CHRISTMASS/ HAPPY NEW YEAR/ HAPPY EASTER!! XD
me and nico started catwalking around the whole level :P
and boon and i were daring each other.
like shouting AH-LA-LA-LONG and poledancing in the middle of the road.
and the car spoilt it all. ><>

alanna and eunice missed it but nvm can always go again! =D and see who can spin on the floor ;DD yeas.

i love CCUBE to the max! <33>
i think our batch is the spastic-est but funnest batch ever lahhh :D
gna squash it at kelly's house tmrw! :D

AHAHAHA! :D

2008-05-06T16:45:00.000+01:00

just can't seem to get over my obssession with starbucks coffee o_O

2008-05-04T11:19:00.000+01:00

one way, jesus.

2008-05-03T15:09:00.000+01:00

hey
training at RI today was quite fun :D
we played with the sec one ri softballers! and they're seriously damn hilarious lahhh
but i'm too lazy to type it out so just go nico's blog and see! (: heehee.
and i got sunburnt. my face. cos i didn't put sunblock. ><
haiz. youtube doesn't work!
nvm means i should just hit the books now xD

and thanks cat and boon for scanning the stuff
yoke for the info
joce too :D

<3

2008-05-02T12:45:00.001+01:00

my toe. my baby toe. my baby pinky toe.

the skin came off again D:

hurts.

2008-05-02T11:04:00.000+01:00

i studied at starbucks today.
boon cat law wanshuen and i ate at foodcourt first and i saw so many rg girls at macs lah x)
then when we were at starbucks, vivian yoke persa and gloria joined us.
and i met kristy the ole' muggertoad! XP with her friend.

anw. today was quite productive(:
cos of all the smart ppl xD or maybe it's just me that's dumb ;)
ahh i need help with chem now! >.<

oh and, gloria has a nice voice

:D

bring it on

2008-05-01T09:00:00.000+01:00

i really want to take lit next year

so tmrw, lit better come out something i mugged (:

i find my 'babo' and 'pasting-stuff-on-ppl's-backs' habits quite cool
such that even the sec threes are doing that.
minority (x

oh man oh man. it's back to mugging.

AND WHALE, YOU BETTER BE GOOD TMRW.
seriously.

MY MUG'S ONLY HALF ~~EMPTY~~ FULL. D:

2008-04-30T17:06:00.000+01:00

MYAS are scary.
They can actually reduce one to the state of forgone nights, endless cups of milo (tummy fuel xD) and drive one to the point of becoming bald-eyed.
D:
You can just imagine the panic. The last minute revisions where time is never enough.
And on the day itself.
The horrified faces. Sighs and silent cursing of "Why hadn't I studied this?" What merriment there ever was in the classroom now dissipates into anxiety. Foreboding. And then the silent realisation of one's own doom.

The bell rings. It isn't even the end of the test yet.
Thirty-odd heads jerk up in a momentary frenzy.
Pens lash at the papers.
The draining of brain juices until one gets what you dread the most: a mental block.
Before you know it, your time is up.
Too bad.

That's MY personal exposition.
Next stop: the results part.

don't strain the brain, scrooge. (x

2008-04-29T06:33:00.000+01:00

it's mind over matter.

don't lose your mind though (:

just to spice up MYA life ;)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=wskT6YfVB6E

seriously waiting for the day i can drink milo without getting a stomachache ><

2008-04-23T05:46:00.000+01:00

21 April Monday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHH-MAN-DUHH LAWW! :DD
although you're being a totally spastic noww -.-

did PFT.
was totally struggling with sit and reach lah.
shuttle run is totally dangerous maanxzx.
sustained injuries from shuttle run:
broken toenails
blisters
grazes
bleeding toes like boon
broken limbs like joanna
haizz. D:
shuttle run D:

22 April Tuesday

Aesthetics hurr.
art is quite fun :D
and we had training!:)
Though my standards are still dropping like donno what >.< BUT ANW ZONALS ARE COMING WHOOOO :D
eh cat please don't transfer leh.
pleaseeeeee don't.

TODAY

CHEM SPA IS TOMORROW!

haha rachel tan looks like kim jung hoon.

or at least a bit.

:D

**
it's such a love-hate relationship

2008-04-19T14:41:00.000+01:00

i'm being a weirdo posting 3 times a day xD
but i get random thoughts at random times HAHA.
blah anw.
i'm losing eyelashes! ;)
everytime i rub my eye a few lashes drop out D:
i'm becoming baldeyed O:

bleah my life is so unfulfilling.
everyday
eat mangoes
rub eyes drop more eyelashes
constipate again (IBS sucks D:)
tries to do hw but dno how to do
fool around until it's the wee hours of dawn
then weeee (ok this is getting crap xd)
and blah.
SLEEP.

ok i don't know why convos with edith always lead to someone ^^
convos with sam end up nowhere near logical xd
and convos with jocelyn end up random like ~~pangsai~~
LALA
HAHA
TATA!

2008-04-19T13:58:00.000+01:00

AHH.
this skin is plain and tagboard is fat.
but heck i like (:
but i doubt i'll keep it for long.
cos blogskinning is fun :p

anw. the gweat and tewwible (-.-) IBS has struck again.D:
nvm if you don't get it xd

TATA.

2008-04-19T11:38:00.001+01:00

oh man i'm jealous.
that edith bought her phone at 18 bucks cos she renewed her contract.
LOLS ;)

yes i finished math ass :D
lit and english to go wheee (:

and B div pwns! ;D

***
i'm over-possessive.
so i guess it's time i let go, huh?

2008-04-15T13:39:00.000+01:00

LALAS. YESTERDAY
Anw, ytd was a busy dayy! xD
went to vivo at 11 to do lit pt photoshoot, then met batchmates for step up 2:the streets :D
yaa kinda late hurr haha ;)
wtv. i looked like some weirdo who ponned sch lugging a bag of leaves lah! D:
then when i went up the bus everyone was like staring o.O
anw my maori costume was so LEAFY. ;)

then we finished lit pt around 1 plus, so i was like 1hour early.
and stoned at burger king until christine came lolx.
then we WADED! ;D haha and then tried to find the entrance to EZONE cos all the doors all locked lorh.
and we played time crisis, some weirdo FISH game donno what's that called and the AMBULANCE game.

"i don't want to dieee! "

haha. then me christine boon met joce and watched step up 2 :D
haiya the girl looks much nicer in the poster lol.
but wtv lah, still quite cool :D
YEPP. tt's all for ytd. (:

SHALL TALK BOUT TODAY NOW. :D

a lot of ppl came to school in pe shirt and cullottes lor, all kana booked.
sad lah, prefects on booking spree today lorh.
graaaah.
then left class to support seniors match, which, was postponed cos of the rain. D:
jiayou :D
ah. then not much except for my ice cream (durian! XD) and ohhhhh!
HONGLAOSHI'S damn amusing :D

she was like, " 学校有没有发给你们PMS吗" haha.
SOMETHING LIKE THAT LAH. wtv.
pms=pupil management system. according to someone. :D
cos the school sent some sms regarding monday being a holiday.

and oh yess. didn't take 5 items today.
according to mr ben we're taking with the basketballers o.O
oh maan, so paiseh =X

i feel random heeeeeeeex :D

toldcha i am was weird ;)

it never rains but it pours.

2008-04-13T09:39:00.000+01:00

bleah today is a weird tripling day xD
a really weird day anw.
considering tt it was freaking SCORCHING in the afternoon and it's like raining now. -.-
blah, shall just start from today morning.

anw. we started our sinda thing. mandalow couldn't come cos she was still hot. ><
anw. there was me jiale and zhiru. and only one girl came.
i forgot her name dang. ANW THAT'S NOT THE PT.
the point is. i took 855 to northpoint. then took 811. then i asked the bus uncle whether i was going to
Nee Soon East CC. and he was like, CUO4BIAN1.

so i crossed the road and took bus 812 (i think) and then. that bus uncle also said CUO4BIAN1.
WTH LAH.
so i went decided to go all the way back to northpoint, then to yishun mrt.
and i finally asked the passenger service woman. who told me how to walk there.
SO FINALLY I REACHED. -.-

bleah.
and i haven't done geog or lit yet. D:
i have no inspiration luhhhhhhh. ><

anw i suddenly had a random thought of my dear baka seatmate xD
the one who responds to BAKA! and shiyong (btw her chi name is yongshi xD) LOL.
and doesn't even respond to elaine chan -.-!
baka aka pink monkey, my goal this year is to make you scream xD

I FEEL TERRIBLY RANDOM/EMO/HALF HAPPY.

aha.
i feel weird weird weird
bleah bleah bleah.
ohno ohno ohno

ah you poot. make me feel like WEIRD. xd i will not THINK about it hurrrmph.
poot poot poot.

OMYGAWSH LAH. sorry ppl if i'm like tripling all of you. ^^
bye.

i know i don't even deserve to be feeling like this.
i got what i deserved, you got what you wanted.
can we just put a stop to this, now?

2008-04-12T14:47:00.000+01:00

i got back my piano results alrd. it's damn fast. and it sucked T.T
only one person knows. haiz.
my piano tr still wants to carry on w grde 8.
but then she said not many ppl pass on their first attempt D:
gosh. from today onwards i will practise 1h a day instead of 5 min a week -.-

and i realised that my tr is really really nice.
i didn't even realise that i've been w her for 8 years! not until she asked.
8 years. more than half my life.
i think i've been taking lots of people for granted.
and i think i'm going to miss her when i finish with piano D:
haiz.

anw. i'm dropping in everything.
even running i'm like so slow. ;X
and i don't know since when i lost my ball sense.
like, i just move away from the ball when i'm supposed to catch it.
bleah.
i've gotta improve before it gets even worse ><

but the interest fades, and the novelty of it all has ceased.
and the passion? i don't know where it is now.

anw. it's quite cool that stefanie (sp?) the softball one has the same bday as me (:
we have yuan2fen4 man! ROUND POO ;D
lolx. ora was today. but i din go bleah.
cos last yr wasn't really fun. not sure abt this yr lah. ;D

ps:/HERSHEY chocolates are on offer now i think :D
go buy. for me oso can =D

2008-04-10T07:10:00.000+01:00

i'm hungry. D:
again bleah.
haha anyway today was 2.4km pft!
i improved abt 1 min yay :D
i was slow last yr lah.
anw. the point is. i'm still hungry.
i ate at kfc w eunice,cat,boon,mandalow aft 2.4 and a waffles and went hme and drank two fat bowls of bakuteh and dessert xd
and ytd i ate 6 meals. ALL WITH RICE ONE. =X
oh and basketball is fun!xD

i'm gna eat supper now bye.

when death becomes absurd and life absurder :\

2008-04-07T15:53:00.000+01:00

omfg i don't dare to sleep cos i think i'll get nightmares if i do D:

either i have a weak mind or that bleedy thing is traumatising.

i watched the 殺手 mini movie [the uncensored one]. the one where they just show all the grosteque parts where he chops up her body and BLAH.
omgomgomg. i don't think my mind is that weak, is it?
the song is addictive though.

MAYBE IT'S JUST ME omg.
or maybe cos it's gna be 12 soon and i just received a freaky chain mail. and didn't forward it.
ps: chain mails scare me so i'll just pass it on :/

ahhh. shall cleanse my mind of psychotic images. :\

ANW.
we painted the field today.
then there was this discus girl who got pissed w us i guess cos we sort of disrupted her trg =X
ANW. BOON BOON THE BABOON the ditzy girl ( xD!) had this smart idea of looking at the sky and spinning spinninng spinning.
not just spinnning. it was whirling 10 rounds non stop till you collapse on the ground -.- but the feeling's GOOOD man lol! and i hit the ground where there was some piece of stupid rock sticking out and my back hurts ><
i'm so accident prone D:
ah wells.
i want zonals to come soon so sch wont be so boring D:
coming to sch fearing pits ain't helping lahs.
I shall not get booked from now on.
aha.

:D

at least i feel less psychotic now ;]

BOOOOM

2008-04-05T14:03:00.000+01:00

RICHARD IS BOOOOOM DYNAMITE ;D

hahax ytd.
had trg and then the lit test.
and got booked aft that cos i din wear my name tag D:
i don wanna go dc shiatt. ><

anw. sports fest was great!
cheerleading was fantastic :D and law was so cool lah :D
and yihong looked so different ;D
wtv RICHARD JUST ROCKS LAH :D

then booncat and i went to sit arnd and talk.
and cat n i din feel like gg hme so early.
and i reached hme at 9?
AHH I'M SO SCREWED FOR 2.4 LAH.
DDD:

shall just rot till wed :P

2008-04-03T14:25:00.000+01:00

YAY MY MAC IS ALIVE.
both my coms crashed like two days ago. ON THE SAME DAY. D:
and on the same day my phone died on me. ><
haiz. anw april fools' was damn funny! with mr toh trying to play a joke on our class haha.
anw the details are on edith's blog. heeheex.

2.4 is next wed!! =X and i haven't been running for almost 2 weeks+!
the last time i ran was during trg and i was exhausted after running so little D:
and i got muscle aches after our (edith and i) staircase marathon on tuesday ><

oh, and today we went to crescent to watch seniors match. and watched half inning cos it started raining -.-
but anw we won :D
then the going home part. me, boon, alanna, eunice and shi hui (aka downs xD) were like trying to squeeze under my umbrella and we ALL got drenched -.- lol. and went to amk hub. but the durian pancake queue was so long!
so decided not to eat. BUT I WAS DAMN HUNGRY AND ATE OTHER STUFFS. AS USUAL. =X haha.
and eunice and i were running after the 265 bus and we were screaming and stuff. cos we stepped into donno how many puddles and splashed water all over ourselves -.- and i obviously embarrassed myself lah. screamed so loud =X hahaha. AND WE LEFT BUTTPRINTS ON THE BUS TOO ;D

ANW, SPORTS FEST IS TMRW!! AND RICHARDSON IS LEADING SO FAR. :DD
and, law's cheerleading tmrw haha. jy laww! xD
AND, THERE'S HOUSE DINNER AFTER SPORTS FEST.
:DDDDD

That ITCH in my heart

2008-03-29T13:16:00.000+01:00

yooooooo.

ytd was fun.:D

at first i was abit sad that i missed trg budden since we had to do sl at 7pm, we went to jessie's house! and camwhored with jessie's apple. like shiaaatt lot. 2hours! hahaha

okies peeeeekture timeeee

stooopid edith can't dao xD

oh, FINALLY.

acting wan shuen-ish xD

emooooooo.

(:

don't ask me wat i was doing -.-

hahahaha!

flower pose heeheex.

me, jessie and edith :D

ALIEN FACEES haha

after we bathed.

i have a big square face ;D

<3>

spaz.

see wat happens if you say 'KJH/JJH' haha

ah lians smoking

AHAHAHAHA! :D

self-explanatory ba..

TOOTIES!

sianning.

richard reloaded! ((:

:D

oh man edith you're the best camwhore partner lah xD

and more pics!

me and edith again! <3 href="http://i303.photobucket.com/albums/nn143/hokylime/chris%20hse/cattsengsbday059.jpg" target="_blank">
kuan and i :D

tt time at christine's hse

and in the toilet ;D

:D

YAY.

ahh there's this itch in my heart. like i wanto do something. and i don't know what it is.

but anw anw, thanks edith for sharing secrets about ________. <3333333!

&HELL AWAITS, yeah.

2008-03-27T14:51:00.000+01:00

stupid blog hangs on my com. goodbye giraffe. goodbye tagboard. blah.

i'm not sure wat's going on actually.
but i know sometimes ( fine not sometimes, many times) i just let emotions overwhelm myself and everything lah.
but then again. I really don't know.
i really don't know that i show.

ahhh. no i'm not depressed or wtv.
i'm just really sorry. but i'm still lost somehow.

i think i suck lah. for everything i am. for everything i'm not.

sometimes i just like think, why don't everyone hate me or wat.
maybe they do. and i don't know.
but i don't think it matters anymore.

i'll still try.

(:

when we're backed by heaven, we have the courage to face hell/

2008-03-27T10:31:00.000+01:00

oh wells.
here i am while the rest of CCUBE is training.
bleah. won't train until next week i bet when i return i'll be like shit lah hahah/ hopefully my theory about not training and becoming better is right heeheexx ^^
anw it wasn't dengue thank goodness. just some stupid virus that likes my tummy i guess (:

eeks my blog hangs on my pc tooo. ><

ahhh got back chinese today.
wasn't really good but pass can liao lah :D we din get hist back today tho.
keep us all in suspense hurh! ;D ahhhhhhhh.

anqi (anoi xD) is damn cute lah. esp when she's innocent. she doesn't know what a hump is ahahahaa

anqi: WANSHUEN you hump! (although i still have no idea wht tht means! xDD

haha anqi you loser ;D
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boooooo. hno. i really think i'm gna fail philo. if i keep this up. and then i'll retake sec two. ><>

2008-03-26T10:30:00.001+01:00

HOW THE HELL DO YOU WRITE KUKUP IN CHINESE. O.O

some kind soul enlighten me ><

2008-03-26T07:55:00.000+01:00

boo. ><
slept my life away. puked everything i ate D:
stoooooopid.
HAHA, on a happier note, i think i grew taller. :DD cos i'm too long for my bolstie!! :D YAYYYYYY.
andand, the doctor said she couldn't recognise me anymore (she saw me as a babe yeah (; ) haha
did i change that much LOL.

theeenk i'm taking lit test tmrw lorhs. hope it isn't very baaad =X
andd ohno. the kukup xiaolianbi thing due tmrw havn't done yet! puh-lease, i'm as bad as a chinese illiterate lah. D:

well at least i grew. ;D

205 at kukup! <33>

2008-03-24T13:45:00.000+01:00

You Are 90% Psychic

You are so very psychic.
But you already predicted that, didn't you?
You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others.
You're very tapped into the world around you...
Just make sure to use your powers for good!

Are You Psychic?

What Your Shamrock Says About You

You are charming, witty, and larger than life.

At times, you can be a bit impatient and inflexible. You don't like to be distracted.

You don't really consider yourself a lucky person. In your view, people create their own luck.

You are stylish, in a classic sort of way. You are particular about how you like things.

The Shamrock Personality Test

wahaha i'm charming ehs xD

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.

You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.

An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are A Chocolate Ice Cream Girl

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

Your Birthdate: December 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.

Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.

When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.

It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.

Your strength: Your warm heart

Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions

Your power color: Black

Your power symbol: Musical note

Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

hmmm. quite true ;D

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...

But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

FINE. I'M WEIRD. BUT I'M PSYCHIC HAH. (:

tipsyy ;D

2008-03-24T02:11:00.000+01:00

oh wells. i know it's overdue but wtv.

2ND FOR SRCS!!! :DDD

whooots :D thrashed fajar 11-1 and peicai 7-0 (:

yeah though we lost to nygh. but we were still really good yeah :D

silver looks nicer than gold anw xD

.: it was a GOOD FRIDAY hehs. :D

and it rained again though for a short while. rains every good friday arnd 3pm lors. ;D

ahhh. i feel damn guilty. ate so much lah.

GORGING MYSELF EVERYDAY =X

OH NO.

p.s/mothballs suck. ><

2008-03-23T11:52:00.000+01:00

I ATE AN ant AGAIN!! ><

grossssssssss.

2008-03-14T06:28:00.000+01:00

I'M HAPPY. ;D